Declartion

And/Oh welcome to this world, have as much fun as you would like while helping others have as much fun as you are having. Be kind to those you love, and be kind to those you don't. But for Gods sake you gotta be kind, and respectful because we're all one soul. Be the best fucking human you could be!
Today, I the author am declaring my intention to live. I'm tired of my jello-y existence. I am going to love freely. Lavish compliments. Help everyone.

I will shine these words on my mind forcing negativity and criticism to crumble at conception. Let the waves of cynicism surrounding me go no further; sink them, squish them, and combust them into midnight bike rides, shouts of exuberance, impassioned fucking, and tottering piles of chopped vegetables!

When I find my resolve threatened I will turn to my own ingenuity and rummage through the junk drawer of my existence determined to find the improvised implements necessary to carry out these words.

I am strong; but I will need your help.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Why Toronto is Worth It.

Its February. I'm tired. Things seem their worst. Or they did. Probably some time this afternoon. I was low.

But then, then, then, this!
and the rest of the record.

Jeff, Jeff, Jeff; thanks for the punch in the face.

I'm awake now, wide open I'm looking around at this city. I'd forgot why I was here. I'd been dragging my feet and muttering; I was close to ditching.
I think its worth staying here, I think there's stuff to do. I mean there's stuff to be done. To be done and have fun doing it.
I was thinking about socializing, I think I should do less. Or that is the kind where it is its own, end. The kind I'd like is that which happens in the process of doing something larger. The beers after the meeting, heck the beers during the meeting.
I want to find myself caught up in something, with others. I think that's something that's hard to do here, and that makes it more worth it. There's community here to build.
Enough empty celebrations, as someone said, we have feasts every night, and flop when things don't go our way.

So what's the todo, to do?

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